Random Thoughts

Wow. I can't believe it. I suddenly have free time. Now that Ate A is going to school this summer I now have two hours and a half of FREE time. Well, the half hour would be dedicated to Baby A's bath and sleep so I have two hours free from Ate A. This means free to work on weekdays. Come to think of it, it is not actually a free time. But I will still consider it since the house is so quiet! It makes me concentrate in my work more. I can't believe how time flies so fast. Last night I was reminiscing and I can't believe that it's been three years since we bought baby stuff when I was still pregnant with Ate A. Then I gave birth to her. So many milestones were witnessed. We went shopping for toys, stuff and more. We were thinking which one is practical, if we will buy some bean bag chairs or a chair that she can use for studying. We laughed at the thought because we used to think that it would still be a long time. You know, school. But nope. I was wrong. Now is Ate A's first day and I can't help but feel panic? happy? worried? sad? excited? Mixed emotions actually. But more of THANKFUL that I was given an opportunity to work from home and be with Ate A the whole time, the whole day. She can call me if she needs me. I was able to give her a bath everyday until she was two years old. I can check her food and monitor what she is eating (this is really important to me). I read to her before sleeping. I put her to sleep after lunch and then be there when she wakes up. And with all these, I can still work and do what I want - write and blog. God has blessed me with everything and I am really thankful.