Random Thoughts

Ok since I've been really craving for pandesal everyday so I thought of buying a sugar free wheat pandesal in the grocery last Sunday. All the while I was too confident that it wouldn't shoot up my sugar. So I've been eating 2 every breakfast with milk. I'm so full afterwards (and happy too) that I kind of doubted it if it really is sugar free. So I tested again my blood sugar and guess what I got!? I got a high score unfortunately. A whooping 173 instead of a normal 140 for the first hour. It is so depressing. Knowing that it was supposed to be sugar free. I know I'm not supposed to be looking out for these things on my first trimester knowing that I can't even eat a real food lately but I just can't stand knowing that some food is making my blood sugar shoot up. It is depressing in a way that whatever I eat it just makes my sugar shoot up. For now I'm not that concerned with my weight because I'm not even gaining. It's like I'm having Zylorin pills but I'm really not. All I want is to be able to find the right food that would satisfy my cravings at the same time keep my blood sugar low.